The characters are purely fictional and are not about any real person.

abit brain dead to figure out what are the codes to resize. strangely inspired to draw this. well I dont have alot of readers for this particular page. Donations to go to Japanese Red Cross Society Relief.

Lots of prayers needed not only for Japan alone, even Christchurch and also the many unrest going on at the Middle East!!!

Hi,

Its strange... after a series of festive cheer and gatherings. The mood is slumped down with chain of quakes. 'The sky is falling, the sky is falling'... I wonder why this children story famous of the paranoid hen? Is the world coming to an end?

anyhows a friend was telling me we can just drop a message into a bottle from japan and it will reach US western shores as fast as a plane if it moves a straight course with the same kind of magnitude. I picked up one of these messages from friend's tumblr's site. I hope for all chinese ed friends to read it.

only takes 2 min to read a survivor's message.

it made me pensive and I nearly cried. For I forgot I'm one of the blessed ones staring from the camera view.

I'm thankful for life which brings a new day today. I won't know what happens tomorrow, but I know today is sure.

I'm thankful for family who gives me no choice but to learn how to care for one another even with all the flaws and imperfectness.

I'm thankful for emotions that are troublesome, because it expresses what is really in my heart.

I'm thankful for friends who just stay by our side no matter we are fat or thin or pretty or ugly or even selfish.

I'm thankful for the many memories that God has blessed me with. Be it good or bad, joyous or grief. Faith increases from each trial passed.

I'm thankful for Christ who was obedient, whom died for me even when i was not believing and doubtful.

I'm thankful for God who made all things happened and possible because he made you and me.

I guess, I know for sure, how God has mold me til now. I can see abit of maturity from how the Spirit renews my perspective of things that are not within my expectations. Thank you for your time in reading this.

Strange Dream

I woke up not from my alarm clock but from a strange dream about me being super childish and fighting with my friend Sookie (dun ask me how u got into my dream, so happened u were the other big kid) over a those artificial bun material thingies.
it was bigger than a tennis ball, it was i think suppose to be a japanese honey melon. so it had some kinda netting outside. I was envious and so i snatched it from Sookie and punctured it and i told Sookie actually wanted her to share it with me. So we started playing throw the thing but we were very reluctant. So we argued and fought and i dun remember what were the words we used but. I know we werent very Christian to each other.

I woke up having a fright over the whole dream. And realised i had been angry for the past few days over every single lil thing that doesnt go my way. I was acting and thinking selfishly and most ungracious towards the errors or trouble brought by others. and suddenly im just not able to smile when greeted this morning.

I listed out all the things that made me unhappy and they were the felt need symptoms. I ask the Holy Spirit to reveal to me the real need and pray against it. I hope I can fast over my anger today. i actually enjoy being angry. and its wrong kinda satisfaction. Im getting more miserable by doing so.
and remembering Malaysia especially today~!!

09-09-09

now you wont get this lovely strings of 9s until the next millennium. For chinese, it means longevity. As long as you can have long lasting marriage, its good. Or live long, extra good. Good things to last forever is what everyone wish for.

if you are wondering where are the comics. i need time to get it started up again, at the mean time, blogging my thoughts is also an update. I havent been drawing for past few months. Which is quite a concern to myself, apparently art is taking a backseat for past quarter and next quarter of the year. i was twittering for about a month. i guess 140 words limit is simply not enuff for me to express my thoughts.

Maybe i figured out what's keeping me from getting good night's rest. Figuring it out doesnt quite help me go back to sleep. One experiment im going to do is stop taking the vit c that my company is dispensing to employees daily. See if it helps. I have my regular dose of centrum, kinda ran out of it a month ago. heh. Yes, organic minerals are not suppose to do anything to us, but that's the only new thing i have been ingesting for past 2 weeks? No harm trying not to take.

Yes, there are issues that are troubling me. I am asking God to help me clense my thoughts as much as I want to be able to serve Him wholeheartedly. With a mind that is constantly thinking about worldly things & my own wants. Ironically, I will be having a session with youth group on Mindset. And boy am I trying my best to let God speak to me with all the noise trying to get priority.

All you HOUSE fans. The fanclub membership have just added one more fan. Just 4 ep of the first season is enough to make me work on notes after every ep is done. I cant believe im delighted to see how a CT scan sounds or how emergency tracheostoma is performed. For my field of work, im not a M.D. but i have to constantly learn up. of cos this is not the appropriate way to learn, who is to define education and how knowledge can be gained?

oh, on the longevity part. only when we end our term on earth, thats when we live perpetually with Jesus in Heaven praising God. Sounds boring? Maybe, but that's what Adam & Eve and all creation was made for.