ahh. pc is back, with all my data intact. ahh.. glad.
but.. I lack sleep. been awake for the past 27 hours. if i don't get any rest, I'll be the wan dead.

mondays are horrible.

First i had to rush my bio essay.

then my dad 4gets to pay phone bil. so me cannot go online with the phone service disconnected.

fine, then THUNDER storm kills my PC. How i can't even switch on the pc. All my MUM files. ahhhhhh.....

sobs. having test later. hmm.. taking only 5 minutes to report wat has happened to me.

sigh.

no I'm not goin to quit just of yet ^^;; but.. i want my pc back lerrrr........... I'm so dependent on it. ish.

I've fallen ill. I'm suffering from a severe mental depression. BECAUSE of my freaking 1500 Cystic Fibrosis essay.
I've managed to type 1000 words within 2 days. N even my mom is asking me to QUIT uni, if i really can't take the stress.
Meaning I'm lacking a normal life, I'm losing my drawing skills, my left brain is slowly deteriotating, while my whole mind is constantly thinking of Cystic Fibrosis.

I want my life back. Even LONG chats on icq isn't helping me get out of the stupid ditch I'm digging.

No time for suisui, no time for manga, no time for art. WAT the? N I'm suppose to be on a week's break. I'm turning cookoo already.

AIIIYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

note. I've not touched the ps2 for MONTHS. at least 2. I'm dead.. I'm so so.. lifeless now.

Okies..
First- Jing's rough sketch.
don't like his head, too flat... i must have been day dreaming.. hmm.. how it turned out like that?

then, there's miaow's gift, which I'll put into my site in later updates. For now I think I'll paste it in CF's forum.
Muawaahahahaha.
tired gile.. Needa go back to sunway to get refund cheque. hmm. stupid ppl called when i was in pyramid and about to go home. arggh.

Okies, I having a horrible headache. And me wanna go, "i think i got SARS" like wat my mom does each time she feels uneasy or tired.
Harrrr. Shouldn't be playing a fool with this kind of thing. Shuts up. Ok was OUT on sat, sun and oso today.

Saturday's Sogo trip. Met up with Mia, me late, like always. Ahh so missed Dang Wangi and had to backtrack to meet up wif yogi and amber.
Took taxi to Sogo, ate lunch while waitin for miaow and lily to appear. Okies... walked down street to get cloths n wat not materials. ^^;; ahaha.. rush rush.
Ended at 3pm after spliting with lily, miaow, yogi and amber. Mia had to go bangsar, while me? Rush home to get myself bathed and oso play piano. hmmm.....
Mom threaten to cut my pocket money. I think she is serious this time, cos she didn't like the idea of me goin to sogo IN the 1st place. Fine. Me stubborn.

Sunday was Easter~!!!
Attended my very 1st Sunrise service. at 6.45am. wahahhaha. Umm.. combined service with Cantonese, Hokkien, tamil, korean methodist. Coolies.. ^^;;
Okies, well.. came back home at like 3.30pm lorrr.. Slept for 4 hours. Aiyaiyai. Long. eheheheheheh.

Monday.
Ohh........... went to klcc to meet miaow, both of us went home broke. I wanted to like BUY karekano #15 tw.. AIYY~~ No money. sigh.
LALA #5 was tempting. then Hanatoyume issue on the shelf had no Hanakimi in it.. -.-;; ceh.
Anyways got Furuba #11 tw. Went to get my Lagoon Engine #1 jp. wahahhahha... dances around. ohohohoho.. I noticed something bout the fees putra LRT charges.
I bought em paper tickets. 2.40 from KJ to KLCC.
then on the way back KLCC to Pasar Seni was 1.60 and then from Pasar Seni to KJ was 2.10.
I kena kon or wat now????? looks at both prices. -.-;;;; wat is goin on???? so odd lerr.
Chinese are calculative, ying wah told me the other day. eheheeh. true true.

Working a giftart, that is kinda challenging (all of a sudden). Thanx to Miaow. hmm... I think he looks odd (the way i drew him). Zorro. I don't have many references on him. argh. This is just a rough sketch. har.

was out with Mia, miaow, amber, yogi n lily... waahahahahaha.
so so... will blog bout stuffs later. I should be thinking of art. But this particular assignment is bugging me alot.

I didn't comment on the suisui layout.

Okies, its not cheerful at all. I wanted to have it all orangey and yellow. Then my mood changed. I wanted something odd. Something eccentric. Something different from the normal singular colour themes. But i kinda like the colours i picked this time ^^; Yah its totally ODD. After playing suisui (til where i last stopped lar), war had to start. Can't there be any peace treaty between 2 friends even? I don't get it. I really don't. Being driven by circumstances, it shows how weak ppl are. Yah, its just a game you would all say, its no big deal. Har, in reality, enemies fight. True, I'm pretty naive, would prefer a PEACEFUL world than a chaotic, horrendous wan. Sigh... Just plain thought. Busy tryin to finish my stupid reports, it kept me from reading the newspaper. But not the tv. Other than stress, i think the layout reflects alot of wat I'm currently thinking or feeling. MUCH confused and frustrated. A pretty picture is being painted over an ugly truth. Is it possible to go back to how it was when ppl were still childlike and naive? Looks at suisui pic. umm.. I guess u don't remember huh?

pardon lor, i tend to put too much thought into things i do. (art) Its not easy to understand. ^^;;

Piggy, dapat blog?? uuu wow.. dah.. habis sem.. ooi ooi.. exam coming yah???? ^^;;;;

AHhhh......sad larr.. take me.. 2 hours to reach home from sunway. wat.. m y stupid bro didn't wan to wait for me so he left early.

ARGHH... 2 lab reports to type. GOSH.

Finally the template thing works. ahh.. Tagboard. I forgot ur password.. kicks.

gosh.. busy replying mail, til i needa blog after classes. aiy.


Gosh, i 4got my pswd into tag board. -.-;; gosh..

I hate this I can't change the template of my blog. WHAT in tarnations is happening???!!!!!

baah.. not good at all.. i can't change to my new suisui..layout. Kicks bloggers.
ah

Oh man, can't believe I have to go through a routine of assignments every week. 4 pieces a week. Ahhhhhhh...

Headache... Y can't i access the stupid uni's s drive from my house. can u imagine that? When I say assignments, I mean pages of report. PAGES~!!!

ohhhh.. wanna work on my suisui layout.. ahhhhh.. No time.. AHH... Gosh.. -.-;;;;;
Miaow was tokking about no time to do douijn work n all that.. U've been PLAYING PS2 like nonstop. May is drawing near, n now u worrie? ahhhh..
hmmm... Cosplay tak nak buat? No time??? Wat larr?? I'll TRY me best to finish em costumes by CF2003. lerr.. Y u ppl say NO time? I don't understand u guys a bit.

But lotsa things to ponder bout.
SARS, bro is demanding for masks.
War.
Money.
Biotechnology = Deadly Tool or Beneficial?
I get lotsa unpleasant news bout ppl's lives.
Then, cannot do anything bout all of em. But just think and then forget and then loops on.

eehehe.. no fun eh? To worrie bout things. I was browsing jp sites last nite n was drooling at Asuka #5. Hmm.. n lots more.
Zelda - the wind waker. Odd looking Link. ehehehe.. Yes ODD. Gamecube wan.


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For fun. ehehee.. wolf.. ahhh.. Am in the openlab. Air cond was back since yesterday. GOOD~!!
anyways, me was observing a group of friends working on a last minute project. One of em reminded me of Yogi, then there was another that resembled sakana, and then the guy was like 50% Xengk and 50% Raywing. Aiy, y me having such an impression?? Ahh..maybe its bcos they were tokking in kanto, and the way they interacted with each other did remind me of the ppl i mentioned ler. cute.
I miss group projects. Ahhhh.. Oh, i have a committee to chair BTW. err.. I 4got. ehehe.. The most of group discussions me would have nowadays is with my friend Ying wah. but she's busy ler.. ^^;; (tau lar orang sibuk ler)
Many ppl asked me bout how am I making (knowing) NEW friends lor. ^^;;
Recent wans:
A guy that toks, looks (ermm somewat), personality, the oso have the same taste as William (tck). Muawaahahha. I'll give them a 80% twin-resemblence.
A sweet gal, Christina ^^;; Very sweet. Hate her lab partner. -.-;;;; yongsui.
ZYi, wahahahaa.. umm.. short but adorable friend. ^^;; Dunno how me end up playing (teasing) with her.
HF, oooh.. she approached me first during orientation. She's ahhh... dunno what to say but. cute.
A few others, that v say hi. Well, Amei tokked bout enemies established, I only have a few dislikes n all.
oh yah 2 more PD folks. Ohohoho.. They were my first friends from PD larr. Rolls about. wahahah.. I kacau em alot lar.. Gosh.. That's how v kinda got together.

Ok i miss CF's forum alot. Ahhh.. Hooli... ahhh..
Was reading CHiru's blog. Ahh.. long.. well.. have nothing to say but.. Dunno whether I'll go Melbourne or not lar..
Prob is, I like me uni life here lorrr.. NOW.. later, I dunno.

Just pasting some links:

http://www.messe.gr.jp/chaos/kaigai_new/asian_comic/book.htm
http://w2442.nsk.ne.jp/~kitajima/bookpage/bp43.htm

(woah, WOG3 ada illustration book wan.. for sale.. ahhh.. where to get?? WHERE TO GET???!!!!)
uumm... there are some samples found in the first link.. uuuu...
looks at guidebook.. arrrr....

http://comiclove.tripod.co.jp/

Anyways, I only have less than 5 minutes to blog. So will be very short.

Ahh, kinda wasted 3 days (weekends) OUT and not working on my assignments. There, there. Fri, Mia and Lilo came to me house to learn some photoshop tips. Umm.. makes me wanna do more trials with photoshop now.. harrr.. esp the mask tool waahahhaa. I wan someone to teach me too.. ehehehehe....
Oh, mia helped my bro play FFX-2, me oso sat in front of the tv to like listen to her explain wat to do in the game. jp still is gibberish. NAMPAK TIDUS~~~!!!! OOhh ooohho ooooooooooooo... Kakkoi~ He looks so so.. matured I still says its a squall + cloud lerrr... yah.. there's the tidus LOOK in larrrr... squeeelsss.. ehehehehhhe.. that was just a short part. Saw more of him on Sat. wahhha.
Umm.. should i rant bout sat? Kinda tedious. Mia did lotsa story telling in her blog. After my bio test n lab, went to sg besi with mia and sizer. And i still insist they looks exactly like sisters ^^;; yayay.

Okies.. gtg. Umm.. miaow's pc.. down.. or.. monitor KO first. eheheh.. lorrr.. lec.. shall sleep tru it. I think. But i slept at 10.30pm last nite.. uuuu...

umm... making no progress in my assignment, wanna abandon it for a lil while.
Its boiling in Monash campus, I tell u. Argh, after that fire incident in the lowerground last sat, em air-cond system is not working. HORRIBLE.. can u imagine that??
Aiy.. n ppl never thought of putting fans in lecture halls and labs when they have air-conds. Harrr.. so mati lor now. Dunno how long it will last.

Okies, I'm broke again. Not bcos of buying cloth for cosplay. But bcos of transportation and oso the Nando's lunch. (errrrr..)
n oso another depressing incident would be the horrid bank transfer fees. Real cut throat. Ahh..
Looks like me haven't go look for Shinkoubyou's cloth. ahh.. ohh.. iii uuu.. Ne ne, mia, me like goin to have sem breaks after ur break lerr.. -.-;; cham.

On sun, got to klcc to collect and PAY for Karekano's character guide book. Muawahahahaha.. this kino ah.. doesn't import this particular book wan. SO odd. Y? Bcos its not that famous? Hmm.. I guess so larrr.. Yay yay. there's the FULL length script of ermm.. wat's the title of that play. aiy aiy.. Anyways.. Would digest that later.
I shall start completing my karekano collection. ahahahah.. well well.. 3-8 (izzit, i think so lar) slowly lorrr... man.. i would have the xtra money.. to get em. Sooner. but needa wait.

AHHH.. I left my bag (with my purse + hp) in the lec hall. gosh.. Thank goodness it was not stolen. I'm such an idiot. Errrrr... i must be like dreaming.. 30 minutes ago. Odd.

Manual is such a hassle, or I'm just still NO good in it. Well.. failed my slope today and the van knock the car behind. Hmm.. Very unfortunate that the owner had no reason to report me or sue me or demand damage fees. Cos he's so called 'new' car was unharmed by my van. Ohhh.. Yes i know i 'banged' his car. harr. Hmph.~!! after driving the same route for 5 days, now i get into some trouble. well.. oddd.. I thought ppl advance, me degrade wan? Oh.. was too confident in my so called P driving. ehehehe.

will rant later. I 4got my hp today again.

AHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ME HAMPIR GILE ni.

Spent 7 hours in the laboratory doing one freaking chemistry experiment.??!!

Me slept at 3am n woke 6am to finish up the chem report. Oh man.. 7.30 (was late) rush to uni.
Sat down to read my lab manual while chowing down 'Loh mai kai' for 30 minutes. Then had to move to the open lab to print my lab report. HAR.
After that, proceeded to the chem lab in the basement. Ahh.. horrible, simply horrible was the whole 3 hours of experiment. Both me n my lab partner were too blurr or was not CONCENTRATING. Those who know me, if i lack sleep, u know how I act. I don't, I just push on with just instincts. AHh... MIXED up the whole experiment. EVERYTHING was down the drain. This was the first time i felt so miserable bout failing.
Anyways.. had to leave everything for one stupid 45 minutes mini test. Har, like as if I was prepared.. NOPE. Will see red marks. harr.
The test, I forgot all bout it. umm.. so ate a quick lunch and went back to the chem lab to cont' wat I messed up. IN the end I reached home at 6.30pm.

But me felt kinda light hearted after getting quite satisfactory results. ^^;; GohYS I love u. Honor students I really LOVE u ppl. But i'm only saying this here. well deep down inside my heart I thank thee all. Ohohoho... Shifted from one lab to another lab to another lab. TEDIOUS but woah.. the labs below looked smaller and me don't get lost so easily now. waaahah.. so now.. me typing this. I need sleep. I will konk out at 10pm. I know that. I'm sure of it.