I've fallen ill. I'm suffering from a severe mental depression. BECAUSE of my freaking 1500 Cystic Fibrosis essay.
I've managed to type 1000 words within 2 days. N even my mom is asking me to QUIT uni, if i really can't take the stress.
Meaning I'm lacking a normal life, I'm losing my drawing skills, my left brain is slowly deteriotating, while my whole mind is constantly thinking of Cystic Fibrosis.

I want my life back. Even LONG chats on icq isn't helping me get out of the stupid ditch I'm digging.

No time for suisui, no time for manga, no time for art. WAT the? N I'm suppose to be on a week's break. I'm turning cookoo already.

AIIIYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

note. I've not touched the ps2 for MONTHS. at least 2. I'm dead.. I'm so so.. lifeless now.